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trying to keep life very simple,

hiding all the tears away,

alone yet not alone..

those scars keep coming back to life..very often..

and those smile at times fade away, becoz those images keep recurring again!

i keep hearing, its ok , i understand, but do they really?

do i exist at all?

i wonder, where is the line to indifference and hypocrisy?

noone is bad then...how is it possible that its people who are responsible for the bad things?

i belong to this place, the same place where we all grew up from,

the same tree of innocense, i played in the same field of emotions,

i have everything a human is supposed to have...

i cant feel now... i cant feel...

and u cant hear me, u cant....

so im running ...with my eyes shut...

im unning because thats all i know!!

im running...

im running

im running!!!

there will be times when noone will know what you need
when ppl will say things, just coz they have to speak..
when you want to talk your heart out..
ill hear all those rythym, my dear..

dont try to touch the starts dear..they all say this because they just want to
dont try to bring the moon dear..they all say this because they know they should say this
but hear me, we can fade with the sky, its possible..
we can hear sometimes what the leaves speak-its the language of the wind dear!

look inside you, ull now where god truely lies, not in the temple,not in the rock bands,or the mighty sky!
when they say dim u lights and and go to sleep just so that u can quietly weep..
I want you to howl in front of me..because thats wat you really need

when ppl make false promises, and when ppl turn their back on you
know my darling it is true..because thats what they are best at..
they take ur help and forget that..
so let them,because you know ur have more to give that makes you wealthy than them..
the more love you give to the street dog,the little orphan,the old lady in the old age home
the more you are rich my dear..

worry, when you want to worry..
cry when you want to cry..
its ok..the energy has to convert itself in different ways..
but at the end it all spirals back..

do u know who is the biggest winner?
the one who touched the lives of they ppl he met!
the one who was able to find his complete self
the one who realised what happiness truely meant
the one who carried his god with himself!

I can perhaps not always give you solutions,
I can perhaps not always tell you good things u want to hear
I can perhaps not always be present..
but I will HEAR, ALL YOUR RYTHYMS!

there there, dont sit there..
i am here..we both can pray
maybe he will hear us, maybe he cant..
he is a lil to buzy,but lets just play our part..
lets hold on to the hopes and the dreams.
someday, that would take us there..
and eventually he will have to answer our prayer!