the weird thing about my life is that there is this constant feeling of being lonely...and everytime im aware of it & that im alone amidst a crowd..i get goosebumps..
and my tummy feels awkwardly..light and funny!!and suddenly i start feeling cold..my heart starts beating fast.. and in that moment i try my best to feel happy and that im enjoying peoples, company..or im enjoying being alone...but...who am i looking for?i cannot understand....i cannot understand why i want to feel so secured.. why cant i be happy with what i have.. maybe if i did then i wouldnt be a human....
i wouldnt need to perhaps make this journey...but anyway.. i guess right now as of right now..im not really going to get the answers, i hav e to wait.. which of course i hate..with my kind of patience level its difficult to attain anything, i cant even keep standing still for even a second..
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